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2/28/2008
noone but me from URL @ 12:21 AM Im in an oddly serene mood. A total peace and calm. (: Nope, i don't think this is indifference. More of inner peace. & happiness! HAHAHA, okay sounds like i've reached enlightenment or sth. Well, everything's been going pretty fine. Of course, there are certain :x things that pop up every now & then, but somehow it all just works out; you know? Well, if you don't, please take note.. Life's really just about what you wna make out of it- Do the things you want to, the way you want to. Live life the way you want to, just with faith. Cos with faith you'll know that somehow, someway, even in the least expected way, things will always work out (: Cos really, shit happens; shit always happens a hell lot, but if you only just tried looking harder, rainbows happen more. Only if you bother to look, that is. Really, its all about you yo! School's been pretty good, lessons are alright, class now has 22, classmates are :D 08A11.2, haha. We cant fit round the stone tables anymore! hahaha. It seems more than fine to me though! (: & Adlin has been pretty much influenced by us over a mere span of 6 days. She cracked her first sarcastic joke yesterday! HAHA. In deciding what cake to buy for Marly, (t'was a surprise birthday party thing) Sus went "i wonder what flavour she likes". There was a pause. & then Adlin replied "Why not lets just call her & find out?". HAHAHA. Okay, its not that funny but omggg, if you know adlin she doesnt normally crack sarcastic jokes; till now! (: Welcome to zeee clubzz yozzz! & now she goes "maTH", "THere", "THree". No more maattts, dere, or tree- hahaha. Kudos! Here i should go, SPEAK GOOD ENGRRRISHHH! :D yes lah, you too. youwereablessingmydear. dinner, art&craft, bras, ass-kicking, houseflies & mozzies, streetsmartness, popeye's, kopitiam, history lessons, strangles & hugs. :D Random? Pretty much. Lovely? Like, totalllllllyy! HAHAHA. To bed, to bed, to bed! you know i love you so. 2/26/2008 noone but me from URL @ 1:14 AM  2/25/2008 noone but me from URL @ 10:52 PM HELLO! I LOVE MY HOT CHOCOLATE WITH WHIPPED CREAM MORE THAN YOU! =P 2/24/2008 noone but me from URL @ 4:49 AM sigh. If you let lose, you lose sight. If you hold too tight, you can't breathe. Here i pause to bite my lips. Somehow words always fail for things that perhaps matter the most. Something that shouldnt be, is going bloodyhell wrong. & Here i pause to bite my lips again. This time the fear of speaking something meant to be unspoken stops me. So I lay my head back down. And I lift my hands and pray To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours I know now, you're my only hope. 2/23/2008 noone but me from URL @ 12:40 PM I think my mother is crazy. She wants to shift again!! Apparently its some apartment at the marine parade area. (!) Marine parade is like close to 1) school, 2) ecp (!) but anw, i went- "huh mom are you crazy! i havent even unpacked all my boxes then you wna shift!" "no, not so soon dear. just, within the year" LIKE WHAAAAAAT! HAHAHA, my mother is crazy. im surprisd im fine w the big step. Going to catch a movie with amelia later! YIPEEEE! :D then meeting up with rupo, nisho, surio & narmo after that for nyjc's puyal. Uhh, im more excited at meeting them than watching the show, haha. YIPEEEEE AGAIN! :D & to the juggling clown, L! HAHAHA! :D cos these are the days we're given, these are the years we're living, these are the moments these are the times, lets make the best out of our lives.
noone but me from URL @ 12:10 AM ADLIN IS MY NEW CLASSMATE! :D I ENJOYED TONIGHT A LOT! :D  L O V E, i love you & you love me. 2/20/2008 noone but me from URL @ 9:47 PM Tried to take a picture of Love, HAHA! So cute! Abby extraaa & Nish jealous. I know you two love meeeeeee! :D  She is my no1 Muu-ynah! :D  Meet my oh-so-lovely loveliesss! nish, esther, sus, syikin, sher, marly, nicole, flea chu, muu & me! Muchmuchmuch love! :D  I asked Syimah why the picture was blur. She said they were the special effects she added to make it nicer, HAHAHA! Im honoured! :D Hello cuckoo!  All cute la, all cute! hahaha. :D  Limited edition yo! :D  Interesting peekture! Half cuckoo, partay-zazzay, pretttyy shaniszah, rupini's head, my twisty-fingers, nurin's, dian's & khuzaifah's body! We're all in the picture mann! :D  Yeap, some of the pictures but i havent gotten all yet. & ohmy, its a Wednesday so soon. Camp Feast 2 went well, im glad i went (: The people made it fun! Laughed like crazyhell & made new friends! (Not that everyone would read this, but THANKYOU to all of you for cf2! :) School starts proper on Friday & no more ponning for me mann. Full speed ahead, CHOO CHOOO! HAHA. imgnamakeitwork. &you. you gave me yr freaking word okay. i hate ppl who go back on their words. say it like you mean it dammit. how freakin cheap can you get? i hope you know im ref to you. Okay, thats all for now. Today wasn't such a great day. but tomorrow shall be lovelyyyy! (: we are family, i've got all my sisters and me. 2/16/2008 noone but me from URL @ 3:57 PM UPDATE! :D or well, at least highlights in this week. Thursday- VDAY! I didn't know what to expect, but it was still pretty hyped up at vj! Everyone was giving everyone presents. Spread some love mann. Vday at cedar still cant be beaten but vday at Vj was pretty awesome too! After that went to meet my 4i loveliessss! :D We went to our traditional place, made a hell lot of noise & had a hell lot of fun! (: YAY! I love you kidzzz manymany! It felt really good to see everyone again! (: & then went to meet my gf for supper. Beeeootiifull night with beeootiful breeze, beeootiful songs & beeootiful person! oreooreooreoooooo! Hahaha! Thank you to everyone for everything & special thanks to my 4i loveliess & gf for the awesome day! I love ya'll veryverystrawberrymanymany muchmuch! :D Friday- CROSS COUNTRY! Haha, was dreading it a bit at first cos i felt freakin nauseaus and couldn't shit in the morning too. :x but it was surprisingly fine! (: I just love jogging by the beach, its strangely calming. Think i could have run faster, but aha, not that its a competition, so. I got 160! (: &sth someone said is bothering me quite a lot, stoopid you. CLT FORUM & CLT NIGHT! I'll skip the forum part la huh. Clt night was like power woahhh, hahaha! It wasnt as wild as i envisioned it would be, but still wild enough! On top of dancing i was also pushed around, trodded upon and molested i think, HAHA. 1 thing scary was turning around & finding the bleached godzilla(!) behind me zomg. & i also ended up dancing with a few people i didnt even know. & many known people (: Nurin did her cooking business, hohoho! HAHA. & i danced with my sayang most of the time. But it was a perfect way to Anw on the way back i got stranded cos buses stopped operating & i forgot to bring money to cab. Had to de-tour to City hall from Toa payoh to meet my mom then head home. buttt, Hoooyahey! :D I love NCC & i love mostof the people in NCC! :D - & here i must say this- THANK YOU VERYVERYVERY MUCH TO RUPINI SAYANG FOR BUYING ME THAT BAGGGGG! The veryveryvery one that i veryveryvery much wanted. Thankyouthankyouthankyou! :D I love it mannnnn! :D :D :D (im really grinining now okay!) - & im damn annoyed that whenever im free, im totally free; im as free as the wind. like last & this week. But when i have 1 thing on, everything else will have to clash. Camp feast clashes with O2 ogls' training, the farewell 'party' for my cmates who are leaving & with the posting. -next week. stoopid nonsense mansxzzz. - Im going to go to ECP now with bro and Dev to blade, yipeeeee! :D Blading reminds me of cheryllwin's bday 2 years ago, & also of 4i! (: - This is perhaps random but not so random; i have a lot on my mind. :x Welllll, Catch ya later alligatorrrr! I'll upload all the pictures when i get them (: & baby everytime you touch me, i become a hero. 2/13/2008 noone but me from URL @ 12:21 AM  (cute ah! Hahaha, the person who drew it is cute too! :)Good morning everyone! I think i'm catching a flu ): There's been a flu bug going around A11; kill the bug dammit! I hate the tingly & runny nose feeling. Anyway, helllooo patricia! It was damn lovely to go out with you again! & Im reallllly touched that you remembered that i don't like walking along the roadside! (: Hahaha, more okay more! Smellllly tofus with you, anyday! I'm in a bit of a laadeedaa mood i don't know why. Well, im excited for Vday! (: I cant wait to see allll my lovelies! & I have an evil birdie family! Cuckoooo, i bet you're just damn jealous of my ohsoprettaye colourful peacock feathers. Dont jealousjealous ah, if you want 1- just ask! I will give! Or if notttt, you watch out okay; friday im gna bring my SAR(ah)-21. BANGBANG! Then we can all eat cuckoo-curry for supper, HAHAHA! Its kind of silly how i miss you so much, you know? Naan unnai kaadhalikiraen! (: heh. show some love, you ain't so tough. 2/10/2008 noone but me from URL @ 2:43 PM Leonard asked me a question once, "What's always coming but is never here?" The future. That got me thinking quite a bit. Like now when i'm doing KI. "How do i know that the person sitting next to me is a hero?" I know not everyone's perfect, but with the attached responsibility that comes with being a hero, would you still consider someone a hero if they had flaws? I mean, come on- a HERO! Not just any makneknek. A real hero. (This attachment comes with childhood fascination that goes 'woahhhh hero!'.) Well, i guess it really just boils down to the whole substance of my essay- how much worth would you give the label 'a hero'? & nahh, im not gna go on about heroes here; i'll just leave it for Mr Wong to read. Thanks for everyone who gave me their perspectives though! Be prepared for more weird questions from me :) & another thing. Talking. Talking doesn't mean that you have to be talking to someone does it? I mean, it could just be a hobby; talking. You could talk to someone, no one, or just yourself. What's wrong with talking to no one? I enjoy talking to no one & talking to myself; sometimes even more than talking to specific people. (oh, like in this blog. Aren't i talking to myself?) Dev says that my whole talking-controversy (if i can call it such) just shows that im crazy. I'm not! You don't have to talk to anyone to talk. & now back to KI. I think i'll be updating quite a lot today, haha. As you can see, i've got a lot of random things on my mind. these are the days worth living. 2/09/2008 noone but me from URL @ 1:34 AM UPDATE! :D (i am currently at rupini's house & she is singing little mermaid songs like a mad mermaid. omg laaa, got dancing movements! HAHAHA damn funnnnnnyyyy!) This week was pretty lovely! (: Ponned school on Tuesday to go gallavanting around town with Rupiniii! :D HAHA. (Thanks for accompanying me yo!) We walked till our legs were aching like crapp. & we bumped into Sunm & Pat too! okay we bumped into quite a number of other people as well. & we visited nesaar at work who was wearing a ridiculous gay green-pokey hairband, hahaha. Wednesday was Later went out to meet Zarifah to celeb her bday (: Helllloo you, i hope you enjoyed yourself! Romantic only ah! Heh :D & twenty is twenty okay aunty, stop twenteen-ing!  Thursday was super-slack-at-home-&-sleep-day! HAHA. I like ahhh, i planned to study, but nvm. shuddup. It was nice to just stay home & do nth though. My bro was having lunch, so i went to him & asked "eh you want your hair to grow?" "ya" "okay wait.." & then i went to get the watering can and poured water on his head, HAHAHA! okay, just an example of my pointless but niceee thursday! (: Friday was yesterday was Nish's bday! Yipeee, the surprise failed but we still had a helllll-lot of fun! :D Nish, Rupini, Suria, Narmo, Zaf, Nurin & Adlin! There's so much to say & i dunno where to start. Soooo, nvm. Here i shall delegate to NISHANTHI to update her blog! (: okay nish? okay! I just hope we made your first day as a 17-yr-old! & Thank you for the awesome day too! I love you verymanymanymuch! (i shal put up the rest of the pictures when the people send them :) So yeap, my week. Now Rupini is singing Beauty & the Beast songs. Dammit she sounds like the Beast la! HAHA! & i think the Rat year is not gna work out for her, she's gg crazy! Heh :D My mom & bro are at msia for a wedding, dad at msia for business so im country-alone, HAHA. Which would explain why im sleepingover at Rupini's. (: Anyway, haha. Don't ask why, i wouldn't give you an answer but i've matured in a certain aspect over this week. Hit me hard, but ahaaa, thats life ain't it? Stupid, the mistakes people make; the mistakes i make. Plainjanestooopidddd. Just that there's always a why & how as well. Wellll, it was a slap in the face definately. :x i learnt something from it i guess. In a way i never hoped i would. One thing's gone wrong though, something that started waayy before. Just, too many times before. But thank you to you! you know who you are, i owe you beegbeeg la really. & i love you! (: okay, rupini & i have been watching vidoes. kathleen yr screaming & running away frm monty, our golden night video, ndp videos & chalet videos. dammmit ahhh, i miss everything like crazy hell okay! ): okay, time to publish this longlonglongggg post! i want to say more, but another day! tmr will be a short day, cos im gna sleep away half of it. GOOD MORNINGGGG! :D i dont wna know that you know; 2/08/2008 noone but me from URL @ 1:13 AM  HAPPY BIRTHDAY NISHANTHI! :D - i shall update about recent happenings later! (: Smile big, for everyone
2/06/2008 noone but me from URL @ 1:49 AM  HAPPYYY FUNKYYY TWENTYYY AUNTYYY ZAZZYYYY! :D Old maid ah old maid- Stylo Milo babeh! Hahaha okay kidding! Young at heart huh? Heh. Anyway, hey; happy birthday to you! I hope you have a lovely day later on :) you are my only one, I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do. you are my only, my only one. 2/05/2008 noone but me from URL @ 12:52 AM I enjoy reading sucker-poems when i have a lot on my mind. i carry your heart with me(i carry it in -EE Cummings i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling) i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart) -- i also enjoy playing songs over and over again that are maybe not so random. You've got a friend -Mcfly Ain't it good to know that you've got a friend And you know wherever I am I'll come running to see you again Winter, spring, summer or fall All you have to do is call And I'll be there, yes I will. & adlin, yes McFly's songs are really lovely :) -- It was a damn cold day today. I was shivering from the moment i woke up, through lessons, through dinner & at home. & im hungry. Eh, ohmy! Syimah just gave me oreos to eat!! (hello general readers; i know that these do not look like oreos, but just be nice & pretend they do:)  .Thank you my dear, but i wonder why im stil hungry! HAHAHA! :D Okay, maybe its time i knocked off. I like this quote from Macbeth; Innocent sleep- The death of each day's life, sore labour's bath, balm of hurt minds. Well it goes something like that. I miss Macbeth. Hello you, i love you quite a lot. hold me close & say three words like you used to do. dancing on the kitchen tiles, yes you make my life worthwhle, so i told you with a smile, its all about you. 2/04/2008 noone but me from URL @ 12:07 AM Today's homily at church was about Happiness. I thought the Father delivered it really well actually. Sometimes people think they're unhappy, when actually they're not; just that they've been looking for happiness in the wrong ways, places & through the wrong means. True happiness blossoms from the heart. It shouldnt be dependent on external factors, so to say- people's moods, what happens in your day & what not. Cos at the end of the day, whether you're happy or not, its soley 'your call'. How you want to let the things that happened in your day affect you, or not. Some people believe that we can only be truly happy in heaven; the essence of it being that, we can only be truly happy through God. But what we fail to realise is that God is among us here on Earth as well. The things we do, the people we meet, the way we live our lives. So, happiness begins here. Right here, right now, with you! (: I probably wouldn't have done Father justice cos his Homily was reallly awesome. It touched a nerve in me, it really did. - Don't take this cheaply but i realllllly want to donate blood. & Embark on some CIP project involving orphans. & i still want to fly elsewhere, build something & make a difference. & aahahhah, i still want to climb Mt Kinabalu la! Heee :D HAVE A HAPPY GAY BANANANANA WEEEK! & just come right out with the truth dammit. I hate the way you hide & you hurt me with the way you lie. i could take the truth; at least i know for you i would. Close your eyes and think of me And soon I will be there To brighten up even your darkest night 2/02/2008 noone but me from URL @ 11:30 AM HAPPY BIRTHDAY SGT SHAMIDA! :D Hello people, im so sorry if you've messaged me & i havent replied cos my phone line has kna cut! ): So the next time you get a message from me, you'll know im $466 poorer. DINNER WITH THE GF!  Haaaahaaa, the picture does the talking mann! Thank you for the Awesome dinner & the Lovely night! :D My next top model! +hugz+ DELTA 07's BIRTHDAY!  Hooray for us, we're 4 now, but not all that different! (: So we met at Cedar to cut zee cake. Sang the bday song our routine way, did our routine counting & had hell-a-lot-of-routine-fun! :D  Then we headed to ECP (& on the way there i almost died cos i thought i lost [Nurin's Superman story!] & then when we were all about to leave Nurin decided to pursue her dreams of being Superman, AHAH! We were playing our poke - game on the breakwaters & then she pinched all of us & wanted to run away. She started screaming (which is normal for us when we're playing) but thennnnn, instd of running away she just tumbled over & fell flat onto the ground like superman! HAHAHA! It was realllly like Superman btw, 2hands stretched forward & 2 legs straight backwards. All of us were like stunned for a few secs before we responded. We went to turn Nurin over (she was like a dead log laa) & then first thing she said was, "MY PHONEEEEEEE". STOOPID! HAHA. Then there were NS guys who had watched her trying to fly like superman, stupid kaypohs, so we all surrounded her and went like "okay, action & filming over. Lets go home, HAHAHA". Funny ending, but poor nurin. Hope your toe's fine! [end!]  Had typical dinner at ECP macs then ciao-ed home. & everyone says it so much that you'd probably think it ain't true, but omg i love my delta dearests! :D manymanymuchmuchmuch! 20 of us who couldnt be so different and yet alike A melting pot of different personalities :) Its with them that i feel the most at home & its with them that i'd rather not be anywhere else. Thank you to all of you for the absolutely lovely day! More coming up ehh! Okay, other than Mon, Tues & Thurs, the other days were just bland. But i expect next week will be awesome tooooo! Holidays + Bdays, YIPEEE! :D Like today, im gg out with RUPINISAYANG for dinner! :D YABADABADOOOOOOO! hahaha. the only one that keeps me wishing on a wishing star.
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